Day Three
The kids got off to school today (all 3 of em!) with no tears and no arguing! That was a surprise! :)
Work was good - quiet and productive and lots of laughs. Two weeks ago I was very depressed - almost, I would say, oppressed. I had just been in a deep, dark pit and could really see no light at the end of the tunnel. Someone could have sneezed and I would have crumpled to the ground. I was sitting at my desk at work and a co-worker came up behind me, touched my shoulder, and asked me if I was okay and said I looked like I was about ready to give up - scary how accurate that was. I just broke down and cried. He said he was sorry - that if I needed to talk to call him. I told him thank you - and that I'd be okay. Later that day I sent him an email thanking him and told him I wasn't talking to him in person because I didn't want to cry again - but thanked him for reaching out to me. So today - two weeks later - he emailed me a response, apologizing for not having responded earlier but his email had been down. He said he could relate to me being sad when I don't have my kids - that he is there if I need someone to listen or a shoulder to lean on. That was so sweet. People do care. There is good out there. That was a nice surprise.
From my desk today I saw a bright greenish-blue streak in a cloud in the blue sky. I called my friend over to ask what it was - I'd never see anything like it! There was a red one right next to it. Whispy white clouds with bright colors in them. It was a rainbow from the humidity. We ran outside and took pictures. God surprised me. :)
I gave my friend the book "The Shack" to read today. Another co-worker and I had a conversation about it too - the spiritual significance and the evangelism tool it is. I'm excited for my friend to read it.
I wrote a letter to my friend with cancer today. I witnessed to him about Jesus in the letter, and enclosed a copy of a talk I gave on a women's retreat about the testimony of my life that God has given me. I'm mailing it tomorrow. Surprise me, God!

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